I think it’s okay to have heartbreak, I think it’s okay not to move on, I think it’s okay to be there for someone even if they don’t want you, I think it is okay that you listen to your heart and do stupid things and It’s okay to make mistakes. Everybody does, nobody’s perfect. What would not be okay is to let yourself down that when you look in the mirror, well you can’t. I guess because you see so less of you in yourself that you are more ashamed and when you look, there’s just one question, Why me?
I know you are feeling disgusting, I know you are not feeling yourself, I know somewhere what you want is just to be LOVED and nothing more, to be respected by someone. I know there is so much more you want to achieve in your life and you are scared, I know you don’t want anything to hold you back but you are blaming it maybe on someone else maybe on you. Don’t be so hard on yourself, we all make mistakes that’s what makes us human but what also is necessary is to let it go.
There are just some things you can’t fix, you need to accept what you are feeling instead of denying it. Acceptance is the first step in the beginning of the beautiful journey you’ll take yourself to make yourself to be a better person. Never regret your decisions, those are the experiences that made you ‘You’.